So, I've managed a lovely little UC flare, right in time for Thanksgiving. Not only that, but my parents expect me to chauffer them to black friday sales, whereas I just want to lay in bed and relax. I mean, I've been sleeping 10-12 hours a night with the exception of thanksgiving itself, which should be a testament to how sick I am, because I never sleep that much otherwise.

Just filed for unemployment and am looking for a new job. It sucks when you have a college degree and get looked over for basic retail crap. Don't know how I'm going to do Christmas or continue paying my student loans, and I can't take a long term job in bio because I have grad school aps in and no one wants to hire someone for less than a year.

Plus I'm tired of life being hard. I'm tired of putting up with my crazy ass family, I'm tired of not being able to wake up next to my boyfriend, and I'm tired of not having money. Every time I should be able to save money, something happens: a traffic ticket, a bill from my GI, an insurance switch that prevents my medication from being covered. Plus now I'm the only one in my family with a fucking car.

Hopefully I hear back from the temp agency next week with good news. I don't know what I'm supposed to do otherwise, I have no goddam money.